I was so lazy to cook (even chicken) so I and my boy went out for some non Paleo (again)

At home we continue to enjoy some of this

What’s wrong with me?
Why can’t I commit?
On the whole I eat pretty healthy. No sugar, little grains, just lots of dairy, diet coke and chewing gum. I notice that dairy does not do me any good, as well as artificial sweeteners.
I need real food.
And lots of it.
In the past I had some serious issues with my body image, food and diet as a whole.
I’m still underweight.
So I decided to use a combination of Paleo and weight lifting as my recovery tools.
I just need to commit.